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Wednesday, 15th December, 2004

Notes from 15th Dec 2004
[posted at 11:00 GMT]    

Today morning I was listening CD from Portishead, which I have bough years back, somewhere around 1996?. She was singing about the two, how they can't leave without each other. It was great to listen about such a connection between two people. And than I realized this is the biggest barrier between people, one's own ego. You can't see, can't get closer to other people because your ego is staying in front of you. I love Viera very much but this feeling and all possible expressions which this feeling could create (and sometimes does) is obscured by my ego. Just one need to be more aware of such a thing, to be able to put it (ego) on a side and show to the person all his/her appreciation. You can have a feeling that than your own goals and targets are put on side that you are no going to have enough time for them, for yourself.
I believe it is not true, it is just opposite. You will feel better, you will have the same time but you will spend better. Better in achieving your goals, better with a way you live your live with your partner. This sounds terrible like taken from some stupid book, but I feel like that so who cares!