Today morning I was listening CD from Portishead, which I have bough years
back, somewhere around 1996?. She was singing about the two, how they can't
leave without each other. It was great to listen about such a connection
between two people. And than I realized this is the biggest barrier between
people, one's own ego. You can't see, can't get closer to other people
because your ego is staying in front of you. I love Viera very much but
this feeling and all possible expressions which this feeling could create
(and sometimes does) is obscured by my ego. Just one need to be more aware
of such a thing, to be able to put it (ego) on a side and show to the
person all his/her appreciation. You can have a feeling that than your own
goals and targets are put on side that you are no going to have enough time
for them, for yourself.
I believe it is not true, it is just opposite. You will feel better, you
will have the same time but you will spend better. Better in achieving
your goals, better with a way you live your live with your partner. This
sounds terrible like taken from some stupid book, but I feel like that so
who cares!