The day after day is flowing, each of them very much the same as the
other. Only sometimes you have little excitement or some other nicer
moments. Most of the time they are not created by yourself. And if than
they are nice but two three days later you do not recognize them anymore
as such a big things. When you are really out of the floating from day to
day it is always by action or issue which happen outside of you. Which you
are effected, but you are not creating it. Such a things one remembers for
very long time.
Yesterday we get phone call that my wife's father had accident and his
two fingers are partly amputated. You feel powerless and too far and on
wrong place.
You will remember this.
