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Sunday, 19th February, 2006

Last weekend
[posted at 22:54 GMT]    

So how do you feel, tonight? Sunday evening and next working week in front of you? You had some plans and ideas you like to make. Unfortunately all things turn differently and you sitting now with little cloudy mind in front of computer reading these lines. You plan to do different, but end up here. You will go shortly in a bed to take a few hours to sleep to repair your body. That body which is tired now and mind which is surfing around wanted but unrealized dreams and plans.
So how it is with you. Will you tomorrow end up here again, waiting for something to move you to right track. I can tell you here you will not find it. I only making my own drive here. You can join me for few kilometers, but please realize this is not public transport line. This is my drive and I will steer it my way, I hope.

Creating of images, by which I like to show you streets I pass in my way through the space, is not easy. Images which one consider just click of button and another do not know what that means and third says it is rubbish. Why would anybody do that. Does he feels alone and he like to share? Searching for light from somebody else?
In a few years ago I used to run BBS station. I guess you do not know what it was. It was computer with modem where people dial in. Only one at the time was able to connect. The name was "The C Station" in FIDO network. What I love to was watching people going through the pages and from time to time chat with them. You know it was easy. I had a very small room at campus and computer was running day night. Even in the middle of the night when I from dream heard those specific tones of modem connecting I knew, somebody is here. And I went out of the bed, sit in a chair and watch.

Now when you read this I feel very similar. Even I can't really do the same and talk to you I feel rather similar. Well I hope you like what do you find here and if not let me know. Let me know what do you expect to see in back mirror!