This felt like a two days, but looking at calendar is whole week. Somehow I
feel obliged to write here every day, but some time I really need to live
that day and have no time for writing. Same excuse I have for not putting
any pictures on-line. I still have two rolls I shot about tn days ago not
developed, but recently I didn't touch the photo camera. Why is it you ask?
Who knows, I just didn't feel like that for quite some time. This live is
somehow taking me complete and I have no mood, or state of mind to make any
pictures. Well it is not complete like that, from time to time I would do
it, but it is very late or I think it just didn't fit. Maybe I simple
should stop controlling myself and just do it. I wish it would be so
simple.
Sometimes I writing here like I would talk to friend, god friend. Mostly I
have little block, though. I miss good friend for some time now. From time
we moved in this country and connections to family and friends are drying
out slowly I feel more and more alone. It is strange on one side, but
understandable on other. I can't listen myself tonight, so I will stop.
Talk to you next time...
